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Centurion Parade Books 1 & 2
I woke up one day, and it was 5 weeks later. I devolved quickly into psychosis, unable to remember my lost time until people told me what I did. I attacked my husband, then an officer, I was violent, uncontrollable so they put me in solitary on suicide watch. I spent eleven days neglected until the right people returned from the holidays to get me treatment. Languishing alone in a cell without treatment, I got much worse. I didn’t sleep for fourteen days. I didn’t eat and rar

chicaballero
Jul 274 min read


A Reliquary of Ideas And A Garden of Becoming
I believe: Beauty heals. Places remember. Communities can become living works of art. Forgotten histories deserve to be heard. Creativity is one of humanity's oldest technologies for remembering who we are. In these pages I will talk openly about ideas I have and, if they resonate with you, perhaps we can collaborate, or support can be offered to help bring these ideas and projects to life. Eventually, perhaps we can build a foundation that funds dreams and supports the prese

chicaballero
Jul 142 min read


The People's Artist is a for-profit scheme
We impulsively applied for an art contest.
This goes against so many of our values. We are not here to compete anymore. We don’t care to compete. What attracted us to this competition? Johnny Depp is the spokesperson, being published in Artforum magazine. Being invited to show or be part of a community that seems cool. 25k.

chicaballero
May 121 min read


The Power of Words
You are a Witch...or a Mage. Priestess or Priest. Creatrix or Creator. A large part of Spellcraft is speaking. We add weight to our words with emotion and intention. This is powerful. It means you can influence someone's attention, focus, and the trajectory of their entire lives by planting seeds of doubt, fear, or, more positively, seeds of love and peace. Those seeds influence their choices, and lives are made of individual choices. An Affirmation from one of my journals.

chicaballero
Mar 206 min read


We don’t really know each other.
Not really and not ever as long as we live in this dimension (the third dimension) hosted by our Mother who is currently on a slow, healing journey in our dimensional reality. We are transitioning into the higher, and lighter densities. We are also currently in a collective tower moment, and we, unfortunately, are walking moldavite and born of blood and fire that catalyzes. This is why sometimes in our firm challenges to you, we are only welcome in small doses. So try and kee

chicaballero
Mar 112 min read


A Return to the Page: My Inclusion in Artitude PDX
It’s not every day that a local arts magazine captures your attention and then invites you inside its pages. Many times, the best art is born in the cracks — in warehouse spaces, late-night conversations, handmade books, and zines passed hand to hand. So when I found myself included in Volume 1, Issue 4 of Artitude PDX, it felt like a return to a world I once loved fiercely. Creator Chris McMurry has built an incredible, lively platform for creatives in the Portland, Orego

chicaballero
Dec 9, 20254 min read


Voyage Phoenix, Local Stories
Thank you Voyage Phoenix for featuring me in your publication a second time! "Last year, I began a large series of abstracts and acrylic...

chicaballero
Jun 19, 20241 min read


Shoutout Arizona
"My journey led me to contribute to the field of mental health as a Peer Support for a nonprofit in Washington State. My zine, Centurion...

chicaballero
Aug 7, 20231 min read
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