I woke up one day, and it was 5 weeks later. I devolved quickly into psychosis, unable to remember my lost time until people told me what I did. I attacked my husband, then an officer. I was violent and uncontrollable, so they put me in solitary on suicide watch. I spent eleven days neglected until the right people returned from the holidays to get me treatment. Languishing alone in a cell without treatment, I got much worse. I didn’t sleep for fourteen days. I didn’t eat and